apocalyptic journal day 4 this is the new normal there is no going back the future is here and it’s on the attack society slowly falls...

It's been a long time since I was able to get the motivation To do something that really makes me happy It's past my bed time I don't...

i missed three days a true american distracted by sex distracted by murder girl sending me pics saying she wants me saying she needs me...

When did people get so scared was It 9/11 was it the challenger was it the new disease was it the news was it just how we are born scared...

i swear to god that i am an insomniac no matter how hard that i try i can never get any meaningful sleep pass out exhausted wake up a...

it's the calm before the storm that moment where the air pressure has been building and the clouds start spitting on you and the sky...

Some days are exhausting And I've decided that today was draining For no particular reason My stomach hurts I might throw up My head is...

i think i found something worth fighting for for the first time in my life a cause that i will give my life for if i must it will be a...

do it do it again got to get it right this part rushes now I'm dragging can't ever get it right try once try again it never feels right i...

I take the long way home With the windows down So I can look at the lights of the city And listen to one more song I sing loudly to the...

i live life very open like I'm nick wallenda up on the wire and if i fall its into a volcano the thing no one ever says when you are up...

I haven't been this drunk since October 2018 And I've never felt simultaneously wonderful and empowered And agonizingly lonely On one...

I've had some pretty intense nightmares for a few years Most of them revolve around being unable to escape something that wants to hurt...

I'm like jurassic park I'm Schindler's ist your own nightmare before christmas an insomniac always sleepless in seattle or any city im a...

you wanted darkness be careful what you asked for sadness is the new normal a result of more openness or are we glamorizing depression...

Fuck mornings I do not like waking up I don't like getting out of my blanket nest I don't like the cold Or taking off my comfy pajamas Or...

you told me it will get better just give it some more time well its been years and nothing gets better if anything it gets worse...

world war one the great war millions of men go over the top for marginal gains that make no difference all the death all the destruction...

I admit it I'm not a great driver But I'm not as bad as you are Learn to use a blinker And get off your stupid phone And maybe learn to...

I'm afraid of the day that everyone I know gets tired of me And when I back away, they let me without question Until I'm more alone than...