sleep 3.11.20

i swear to god

that i am an insomniac

no matter how

hard that i try

i can never

get any meaningful sleep

pass out exhausted

wake up a couple hours later

and you are still exhausted

living in a constant state

of fatigue and slowness

feeling like a zombie

lazily moving through life

going through the motions

of being a human being

hoping no one notices

how big of a mess you are

cause you know they would worry

you know that they would be concerned

and that annoys you

more than anything else

in the world

all you want

is a restful night of sleep

all you need is

some good sleep

maybe when you're dead you

can sleep more than 4 hours

at a time

god knows you can't

while you are living

that much is clear

cause you can't ever sleep

you just want to sleep

but you can't always get

what you want