Drunk Blogging Is The Best Blogging v3

I haven't been this drunk since October 2018

And I've never felt simultaneously wonderful and empowered

And agonizingly lonely

On one hand, I'm kissing a beautiful woman who I love dearly

On the other hand, all I want is a beautiful person to kiss and call my own

And maybe be the observer as they drunkenly smooch their loved ones

But, today I watched as my sister fawned over a guy who didn't want to be with us in the first place.

And as I got drunker and drunker without questions

And a stranger told me my own darkest secret

I'm afraid of what I can't control

I'm afraid of who I can't understand

But, I'm hoping that my reading was right

I've got a shot at happiness with someone else

Maybe it's with someone I already love

Maybe it's buried behind the depression and the music

But I hope they'll realize someday

That I'm a good kisser too, I guess