stuck 1.30.20

nothing is coming

i am stuck

with self consciousness

with self loathing

everything i do

is meaningless

if i didn't think bad

about myself

no one would think

of me at all

some things are easy

others

take work.

i am no quitter

see things through

to the end

no matter

how many drafts

no matter

how many revisions

and many many

distractions

decisions

get made

people

get paid

life goes on

maybe tomorrow

will be better?