one day 2.25.20

one day

i'd like to wake up

and not hate myself

be able to look in the mirror

and not disgust myself

i wanna feel better about myself

and not feel like a 6'5"

waste of space

i just want this for one day

that's not too much

to ask for, right?

one day of peace of mind

one day of no self loathing

one day of not feeling depressed

one day of not being me

i just need this for

one whole day

a break from everything

a break from myself

like i'm sleeping

without the nightmares

no wonder i never

get any sleep