fuzz box 3.28.20

there is something so profoundly therapeutic

about playing guitar really fucking loud

and then kicking on a fuzz box

to obliterate the signal coming from the guitar

shredding the speakers in the amp

its okay, they can be replaced

do what you need to do

you told me that it will get better

but you never tell the truth

so i have my doubts this time around

i would rather go deaf from my own guitar

than from the bullshit that pours out of you

i bought another fuzz box

its $200 bucks that i could have saved

but this one has a knob that makes your guitar sound

just like an old video game

and it makes me feel good when i use it

and saving it away make me feel nothing

cause i would be dong nothing

and i would still feel like a giant piece of aryan shit

hitler's wet dream, but I'm the opposite of patriotic

and think conservatives are bigger dicks

than appear in porno movies

that used to play in actual movie theaters

cause people used to like to gather together

to masturbate in the same room

which makes no goddamn sense to me

i don't know of many things that make sense to me

not girls

not boys

not even my own family

but i sort of know myself

and i feel better with a guitar

worn as low as i can get it

turned up loud enough to break glass

and shake the fucking walls

then kick on a fuzz box

because i need the guitar to sound

as abused as i am

i don't care that everybody hates it

cause it makes me feel good about myself

so go fuck yourself