Empty

I'm so tired of the pressure

I want to feel empty again

Just for a minute

To hear something

I don't want to be a perfect person

I don't want to be a model

But I want to listen to music

And watch movies

Maybe make a bad joke or two

Break the seal

Make contact

But everything's so muffled

There's too much in my head to make sense of

I need to throw some garbage out to make room to sort what's new

Take a shower

Blow your nose

Get rid of the crud

Until there's nothing left