3.2.20

great day

followed by

one of the worst

wake up

hating everything

myself the most

freezing in 3 layers

everything hurts

can't move without

my body aching

craving healing

and destruction

give me liquor

give me nyquil

i need to be sedated

i am spiraling

so fast

becoming paranoid

about my best friends

that give me no reason

to ever doubt them

i hate this job

the fluorescent lights

are draining my life

like a vampire

leaving nothing

but the undesirable

the loser

the user

the person

that i despise

you know its bad when

simple pan lyrics

start to relate

show me how far

i have fallen

bad songs

a horrible cliche

long since

become a joke

just like me

i'm on my way

i'm on my way

home sweet home

to be comatose